1.15.15


  
   I am nervous about the other people on the Haiti team.

What if they don't like me? 

What if they are mean to me? 

   Doesn't that sound silly? We are all grown-ups... past that time in life when we are mean to each other. Or are we? It takes so much for me to be around people for just a few hours. 

How will I do it for a week? 

   We will all be tired from the first moment we leave our homes. Most of these people are bringing some family members with them. I just realized that this is the first time in my life I will be without a "security blanket." First I had my mom or my sister, and as soon as I left home I had Peter.

What am I getting into? 

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