3.11.15

   

   I am so, so, scared. Today is Wednesday, and we leave on Saturday night. 

I am afraid that something bad will happen. 

I am trying to leave everything in order. 

   My priorities are mixed up. Wouldn't I want to spend as much time as I could with the kids? Instead I am cleaning everything in sight. 

I just want to be gone and over with it. 

Here's to trying to rest in each moment, and to taking it all in. 

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